17 more days to SPM

There are 17days to SPM,
but i totally failed to prepare,
at home got everything,
computers,TV,dog and so on,
unable to concentrate on studies,
I'm ready to die,
afraid that fail to get an A,
I'm sorry mom,
not meet ur request,
sorry to make u disappoint..

But there are 17 days,
I will work hard and do whatever i can to fight for the good results,

"what can i do in these 17 days??"
I'm asking myself..
but i can not find the answer..
sorry,
i was afraid i would give up.